OK so this one isn’t nice either. But I am trying to work on that. What’s got me hot this time is my family. I have realized after 6 years of being with my husband is that they only call or come see me is when they want something from me. My husband has been saying it the whole time we been together. I was just to blind to see it.
But I have realized it on Christmas Day. Don’t get me wrong my Christmas was great. But when I called my sister to wish her a merry Christmas and she told me that she was with my dad and sister that I have never met. I asked her to tell dad that I said merry Christmas and she did. But he had a smart ass remark. And it was “yea that’s nice, whatever.” That really hurt me. I thought to myself I was the only one that was there for you when the others turned there back on you. But I didn’t say anything. But I am over it somewhat. I am still hurt though.
I don’t know what it is about me that people think they can walk over me and use me. I try my hardest to help people out. And I fall for it all the time. But on a good note my husband has been there for me threw all of this. I just want to thank him from the bottom of my heart.
No comments:
Post a Comment