Out Of The Blue

So I got a phone call today. You would never guess who it was. It was my dad. Before I answered the phone I looked at the caller ID and I knew the name and I thought to myself what the hell does he want now.

All he wanted to tell me was he went to court yesterday and the judge finally gave the go ahead with his disability. So he is getting it after so many years of trying. I am happy for him. Now he can move on with his life.

But of course we he had to start on my mom. What is new. I guess he will never grow up and be an adult. I told him that I really didn’t want to hear him talk bad about my mom. She didn’t do anything wrong. So some of the things I toned out because I would of went off on him.

Here is one thing he told me and it really pissed me off. He said that he had the best Christmas of his life. I asked him why is that. He responded because I got to spend it with my daughters. I told him but the only ones that was there was Ashley and Nikki. And Nikki just started to come around. That hurt me really bad. I wanted to tell him how can you sit there and say that when you have 4 other children. I just wish he would grow the fuck up. Sorry I am very upset. And I don’t know why I am because I have a wonderful family and I hate to say it but it doesn’t involve him in it. Oh what hurt the most is when I told him that I love him and he said I have to go. But I am done sweating it.